I'm writing about my life just because sometimes it helps to put stuff down on paper but in this day and age its just as easy to do it on a laptop at 4 in the morning. A lot of the time people feel sorry for me when they know what all I have been through in life and that kind of annoys me. Yeah, I mean my life might not have a been an easy one so far but I don't want pity or anything like that because I am still just as human as every other person is and I want to be treated like it. I have been given more than most and I know I was somewhat spoiled as a child because I usually ended up with what I wanted but that never made me lose sight of what is important. I know what its like to have things but I also understand what it feels like to lose everything in a flash. That is one thing to think about though. I never lost EVERYTHING. If I did I wouldn't still be here and I would have my named carved into a gravestone a long time ago. When you think you've lost everything just take in what surrounds you and regain what you thought you lost.
Some want pity and some try to live their lives getting by off of other people feeling sorry for them. I'm sorry but that isn't good for anyone in anyway so just get over yourself and work to make your life better on your own because believe it or not, you can. Instead of wasting time with pity why not try and actually help someone get through a hard time in their life? Right now I am having one of my days where I feel like death. I don't mean I feel like crap or anything I mean I can feel it and not in some weird psycho way either. Not in a suicidal way either, just a day that life and death feel as normal to me as getting up and brushing my teeth and going to the bathroom. I wish I had a better way to describe what I mean but thats the best I've got right now. So just make sure instead of feeling sorry for someone you actually do something to improve their life. Even for just one day, help another human, because it isn't about the destination. It is about what gets you there.
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